johnny alamillo

Fuuuuuuuuuck

I feel so lost and alone

i need this….

i just want to get this over with. i just want to hurt alone. i just want to move on. 

i can’t help

but feel like i’m wasting time when i only get to shoot in the weekends…my day job takes up all my time not to mention the responsibility that comes with it. It’s blocks any attempts to shoot or network. 

For the last 2 weeks i came out of work with no day light….

Guess i’ll start doing studio or something during weekdays to keep my sanity.

editing tip

cheap monitors give you shitty results.